시도

"시도가 좋았으니 결코 나쁘지만은 않았다"는 개소리는 집어쳐. 네 머리 속에서는 그것이 영원한 동기부여라고 생각하겠지만, 실제로는 자위에 불과한 자기 위선이고, 네 스스로 네 자존감을 길거리로 걷어차는거야.

누가 영원히 살고 싶을까?
그 누가 정말 영원한 삶을.

few days later and we need

<comment; 'Kauf deine Drogen vom Geld deiner Mutter' is german. this meaning for 'buy your drug money from your mother' in english. this sentence could be construed as 2 kind of critics about capitalistic society. and i'll open the public this again with reality works. that time will with critics as what i want to say through this sentence>

i open the public a part of this text work few days later, when it finished
also i think make a new blog about this work.
it name will be 'Dx3' as drippy dropper draff.

thanks for wait.




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+ i found a colleague for long journey of next work as odyssey. but this name decided not yet. nevertheless, i think this work will show yours why this work called like a odyssey.  i think we should to work this over 5 years. actually, we can't open this program now. i can tell you only about this work is a critic and an ideal of next era about politics, society, philosophy, culture and art. i'm not cocky man. but i have conviction to say this work will open next era. however.. when we finish this work, we make a exhibition and get huge discussion about it. and we open the public our documents and documentary film. then few years, we should to explain what is this, why we make this, how we did and how able to use this work in another cultural countries.
and we need more colleagues for few researcher, a document writer, documentary film director, planner and translator. we working base in english and german. also we have not enough money for this program. that mean we need donate for this work. we should to be honest. so if some companies and labs interest about our work. there is few conditions. because, i know this work have possibility huge social influence. and in connection with money things, direct or indirect never influence to this work. that's too dangerous idea.

if you interest about this work and you living in berlin, just write an e-mail(chargedlx@gmail.com) yes, i know this is too difficult to understand. but sorry. we should to make closed group for this work.

thanks for read this.

the time

it's coming.

i painted this one on kicker room in house.

and friends loved this paint. but i should to be honest.

this is not my illust. i just love this and i don't know who draw this illust.

anyway, this is not stencil just painted with big brush.

also this is my first painting on wall.

so now, i know why painter need lots kind of different brushes.

Just one day

한 때는 엄마도 아름다웠고, 아빠도 멋졌다.
두 분 다 이루지 못할 약속과 희망에 꿈이 부풀어 계셨지.
결국 남은 것은 못 다 이룬 약속과 희망에 대한 서로의 원망 뿐이었다.

나도 너처럼 멋지게 마약에 빠질 수 있었지.
너는 멋진 애란다.

 ㅡ 사람들을이 걷는 것을 바라보던 어느 날, 아침.

At one time, my mother was beautiful, and my dad was nice.
They had to except bloadted dream that hopeless promise and hopeless hope.
Finally, the remains.. lived out promise and hope with resentment of each other.

Hey dude, I was able to nicely fall on the drug as you.
You are wonderful.

 ㅡ Just one day.

Ewige Nervenschwäche

Eine Spaltung wie Tragödie wird dir ewige Nervenschwäche gegeben.

A Theory of Escape by Akira Asada

요즘 내내 옛 글과 옛 책들을 다시 읽다가.. 다시 아사다 아키라의 <도주론>을 찾았다. 이것은 오늘에도 여전히 읽혀진다. 당장 도망치지 않으면 통곡이나 하다 죽어버리는 것 뿐인데.. 사람들은 아직도 앞 세대의 그 사람들처럼 될 수 있을거라 생각하고 광장의 한가운데로 달려들려 하고있다. 광장 안에 있는 사람들은 자신이 무엇을 하는지 모른다. 만약 광장에서 무슨 일이 벌어지는지 보려면 당장 광장 밖으로 뛰쳐나와야만 바라볼 수 있게 된다. 아사다의 의견과 별개로 내가 그것을 부정하는 이유들 중 두 가지 이유는 바로 이 것이다. 그러한 일은 마치 매일 아침 술에 취해 마권을 사러 달려가는 노름꾼과 별 다를 바 없으며, 나의 것이 아닌 것을 얻으려고 하는 것 일뿐이기 때문이다. 남을 돕는 것은 좋으나 나의 일이 아닌 것을 나의 일처럼 여기며 살아가고 싶지 않다. 종종 사람들과 어울리기 어려운 이유는 내가 그들처럼 하고 싶지 않기 때문이다. 그러나 사람들이 내 의견을 듣고 선택해야 한다고 생각하진 않는다. 그들은 내가 아니고, 나 또한 그들이 아니고.. 늘 음악이 싫어 죽겠다던 내가 여기에 또 음악을 우겨넣는다.

 

 

 

 

Sichere Tod

위험한 일을 피하고자, 안전한 죽음을 기다리진 않을 겁니다.
Ich will nicht sichere Tod warten, um eine gefährliche Sache zu vermeiden.

Heavy new neer, again.

 Heavy new beer, again.

Yes, exactly. I will drink another whole glass of beer.

And than I will smile bitterly after see the bottom of this pint.

I'll drink more, Like everything's fine.
These are only bubbles. But, these bubbles determined important things.

ㅡ Second New Years in Berlin.